Now, Am I Lost?

I don't think I am lost. I believe I'm on the right track.

However, now that I've found some focus and clear direction in my
work, I don't know how to proceed. I know what to do, strategies have
been set, a detailed list of research work and data needed are laid
out, and I have been told of the due date.

The problem now is that I don't know how to start doing my job.
Again, I feel overwhelmed. I am doing this on my own, though with the
help of the rest of the team. Still, I'm almost on my own on
gathering back up data. They'll rely on me on that aspect.

I feel some pressure. Yet, I like it. I like some kind of
responsibility. For now, it's just that I have to clear my mind of
some anxiety. Hopefully, I can do my work with ease.

I don't want anxiety. I don't want stress. I believe I can work
without being subjected to unnecessary stress. I think anybody can.
The key thing is being committed to one's work. That is difficult
though. To be really committed entails passion for what I or anybody
else is doing. With that passion, working can be delightful even with
loads tasks and upcoming deadlines.

I am fortunate to have a work I like now. I love what I'm doing.
Though I'm still a baby in this kind of world, I am loving it. Being
so new in this field gives me anxiety, but with passion and
commitment, I'll overcome that.

Good luck to me and to all jobseekers and workers out there. God
bless that we all have a work we'll all love. I prayed for this one.
I got it. To continue enjoying it, though, I still have to work hard.
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